For this post, I wanted to open up about how I’ve felt these last few months when it comes to my life and my career.
In September I started a new degree, a masters in Media and PR. Having previously studied Maths, I was in a whole new world, I was a newbie. Having this fresh start made me change my perspective of the future, I was determined to work, meet new people and potential employers, and for once, do well. But being new to it was very intimidating, and it got in my head A LOT.
This feeling had me in slumps a lot, especially throughout this third lockdown. I know other people feel it too as I have read many posts from people in PR and others expressing their self-doubt. I came across the term ‘Imposter Syndrome’ and found that a lot of the characteristics matched up with how I was feeling. I felt like I didn’t belong in the PR world, like people would catch me out for being a newbie and that I will never make it because I’m not an expert.
The main worry I always had was my lack of experience. This, in turn, led me to signing up for anything and everything. I applied for a lot of internships at the end of 2020 and was rejected from the majority. This made me worried even more, like people were seeing through me. I spent a lot of the beginning of lockdown 3 questioning why I had changed my career path.
What I am doing to overcome this:
In January I started this blog, as a way of learning, sharing my opinion, and putting myself out there to be noticed. So far, it’s doing pretty well. Thanks to Richard (from PR Academy) sharing my posts on the student PR blogs of the week, my blog has reached a lot of people in PR. Having this place to write my thoughts has allowed me to connect with students and professionals and also helped me feel like I belong.
I don’t shut up on Twitter and it works. Twitter has been a saviour when it comes to networking online (especially since we can’t do it in person). I get involved in conversations with people from the PR industry, as well as use it as a source of information. #powerandinfluence with Ella Minty is also a great place to get chatting to people over a topic you’re all interested in, even if you’re not an expert and just want to ask some questions.
The lovely thing about following people from the PR & comms industry on Twitter is that the majority of the time they follow you back and that follow can really help because it shows that they’re also interested in what you have to say.
From this networking on Twitter I received a job! Thanks to Stephen Waddington I’ve already reached new people, new discussions and that feeling like I deserve to be working in PR. He saw the motivation in me to build my career and succeed. My confidence in myself has grown a lot over the last few weeks because of it all.
This is a feeling that most will experience, whether that be when starting something new like a job or a degree. Some people who have worked in a profession for years can still feel this way. I like to remind myself that I am working hard, it is being recognised and to just carry doing what I’m doing.
I could go on for ages about how I’ve felt these last few months, but I just wanted to share this with you as a lot goes on in my head before I post a blog, or write a tweet that people don’t know. Perhaps for those that feel the same, especially students who are studying/graduating throughout this pandemic, this is reassuring that it’s not just you.